Arghhhhh.... What the F***..... 2ml my holiday mayb will CANCEL.. just cz of his boss want him stay untill Monday... Haiz.. Just want to rest as well but now seems everything had changed... Sien... Recently doing wat oso sien... SPK...

Yesterday, bought my first GLASSES in my life... Totally, I dont like it... cz its so " CA TANG "... But what to do... Nasi sudah jadi bubur... Kena pakai juga... Also cz of his boss I cant buy my stuff too... ARrggghhh.... SPK.... What kind of this person... Reli " GIT C " oooo...

Today mood damn bad... Hopefully no one is scold by me... SIEN DAO BAO....

Updated...

27/03/11 （日）
早上，我们要去看足球赛，结果到了那里，已经结束了。然后，就要去看牙医，结果，没有开门。他就带我去看屋子了，在Saujana Rawang... 那里有很多刚起的屋子，都还蛮漂亮的，设计也不错。
















Saujana Rawang - Amoda 2
这间是我喜欢的，价钱大概是RM300k++。我们都很喜欢，我告诉他，我真的很想把它买下。他其实也有考虑，还开玩笑的说 “买了屋子，就没钱买家私了。” 不过，老实说，这间家真的很漂亮。进去看Show House时，真的好像自己的家。哈哈哈~~~ 希望，我能把这间屋子买下吧！！

28/3/11 （一）
今天，他没有工作。下午找我吃午餐。这是我在这里工作，第二次他来找我吃午餐。想象下，第一次时是多么遥远的以前啊！！不知不觉，差不多一年了跟他交往。就好像当初他说，刚开始交往时，感觉好像认识很久的朋友了。其实，我们认识的日子很短。

April is coming around... It reminds me of April Fool's Day has come again.. Hahaha... Em... Who is good to play?? I still out of any idea... But it's ok..

Well.. July Im going back to my hometown.. I hope I m very enjoy my this coming trip alone.. =) Ray is not going to follow me.. Because he got working.. I will be back for 1 week.. I reli miss my mum's cooking.. Since long time I did not tasted her cooking dy... Recently was the rainy season, my uncle's shop in Kudat was flooded.. Hopefully when Im going back, it's not rainy day..

2nd, Miss Lee said that maybe this coming May, maybe will have some mobilization of salary.. Oh yeah... I hope so.. Ray promise me, once I m get a promotion to other department, he will buy me HTC Desire HD.. But, he just will sponsor me half of the price. Means that, I still need to pay half of it.. Huhuh... Reli hope that he pay all.. Haahaha.. Maybe that time I change my mind to another NEW model?? Who knows... hehehe...

Last day, I was first time saw Ray cried in front me.. Also the first time argued with him seriously.. The time I saw his eyes getting red and full with tears, I reli felt hurt... Is it Im too serious dy?? I guessed im not.. He cried because he scared once I back to Kudat and not come back to him .. hahaha.. Maybe... I wiped his tears and said that :" Stupid... I will not la... " It's a bit funny when both of us were crying.. But now at least I know this man reli love me much.. Thanks God...

Dear Ray,
Thanks for ur love towards me dear.. Since I saw u cried, I knew that, I did not made a wrong choice.. =) I love u too...

世界末日 II

今天上网看了写关于日本的新闻，感觉世界末日来临的日子好像越来越靠近了。好难受哦！为什么要那么快给我们这个暗号呢？老实说，我真的无法接受哦！
一来，我还有很多的东西还没做，比如说买房子啦，事业还没稳定啦……
二来，是我人生中最大件事的，结婚！
结婚可少不了，是我目前最想要实现的梦想。
可是，一直都在泡汤。
他说，不想要那么快就结婚。
毕竟我们的感情路还很短，而且很多事还没体验到。
他说，他要事业有成后，他才会计划结婚。
大概30岁这样。
他现在才28而已。
还有两年，恐怕我等不及了。
不是我变心，而是很多事情都是我们无法预测的。
当然，给我的话，越快越好。
因为我不要留一点遗憾。
哪怕明天就是世界末日，至少我没有遗憾我已经是他的老婆。
不想要提的始终还是要提。
哈哈~~
老实说，
结婚是我一直很想要实现的梦想，
可是到底何时才能真正实现呢？
真的现在不是时候吗？
真的世界末日会来临吗？
我可以说不要世界末日吗？
我可以等他两年事业有成后结婚吗？
我可以吗？
为什么？
为什么要让我遇到这么一个男人？
又爱又恨！！

世界末日？？

前两天，看到电视上所播的新闻，关于日本地震、海啸、火上爆发事件，让我感到很惊讶，在这么短短的8分钟内，海啸吞没了整半个日本。
真的很恐怖！真的无法想象当时如果是我，我会怎么样？
这样的事件，会不会是世界末日的预告呢？
如果真的世界末日的来临，我真的不懂如何是好。
但如果还是要谈这个话题，我想，
我最想要的不是什么吃到最好的，
什么名车之类的，
我最想要的还是能够和我最爱的家人还有我的爱人团聚。
虽然不能同年同月同日生，
但愿能够同年同月同日死。
（古语说）
这是世界末日来临的欲望。
当然，有谁会希望世界末日的发生呢！！
只能祈祷，但愿在天上的主保佑世界全国各地平安无事。
话说回来，
我们的地球已经逐渐老化了。
就好像人类一样，
可能途中遇到疾病而去世，
或者不幸遇到车祸而去世，
或者年老了的老人病。
地球也一样，
它的疾病就在于人类的所作所为，
焚烧垃圾、制照更多的燃料、塑料袋等等的物品，
还有砍伐树林、建高楼、工厂喷出大量的浓烟等等，
这些都是在危害我们的地球。
如今，
我们的地球已经在喷血了，
马来西亚还要建那个什么燃料厂啊？
天啊！
有没有搞错！
现在都要末日了，难道就不能好好的爱护我们的地球吗？
让它能够长寿点吗？
人类吃补品补身体，
地球也要吃补品补身体的！
人类啊，
拜托！
不要再制造危害地球的物品了！
我们的地球已经老了，
它需要人类的照顾，
就好比人类需要照顾似的。

主啊，
祈求你保佑我们的地球健健康康，
祈求那些国家不要再制造伤害地球的物品了。
阿门！

周杰伦 - 超时代马来西亚巡回演唱会2011 精彩片段

OMG.... I reli miss that nite with Jay Chou...
It's reli an awesome nite..
I wish I could go to his next concert in Malaysia again..
很可惜，电话用的普通，所以没有把最好的都录下来。
只能以照片留念罢了。
真的很开心，第一次看演唱会就留下很好的印象了。
哈哈~~

Yeah.... Tomorrow night im going to watch Jay Chou's concert in Stadium Bukit Jalil with my dear.. Oh...What an awesome night i could have!!! I can't imaging about it... Honestly, it's my first time to watching concert.. A bit exciting.. And also looking forward..

Live at Peace With One Another

When I first got married, I'd get so uptight if Victoria didn't turn all the lights off at the house when she left. That was my pet peeve. I would give her my speech again and again, and every time say, "Victoria, you've got to be sure and turn off all the lights."

Well, sure enough, when I'd come home all the lights would be on! I would get so uptight and give her my same speech again and again. And understand, she didn't do it on purpose; we just have different personalities and different strengths. After about five years of harping on that, I'm a slow learner; I realized I was bringing tension into the house by getting uptight. It finally dawned on me, and I thought to myself, "Joel, this is not a battle worth fighting. If it costs you an extra $10 a month in electricity, then that is well worth keeping the peace in your home." The rewards were not big enough for the heartache it was causing me. It was worth the extra $10 to have peace in our home.

Scripture says if at all possible, live at peace with one another. Make every effort to keep the bond of peace. In our marriages, this is extremely important. Walking in peace means that sometimes we just have to let things go. Some things are not worth starting World War II over!

If your spouse always does this, but you prefer that, Just let it go

I know spouses who get so upset about the little things that they start looking outward at others thinking, "Maybe I should just go with them, with that person…they wouldn't do this."

But let me tell you, that's a trick of the enemy. No one is perfect. We all make mistakes and get on each other's nerves, or they do something that we can't stand; but is it worth disrupting the peace by focusing on that? And drawing the negativity out?

You see, when we fight over little things, our energy is robbed and we slowly begin to allow a wedge to come between us. That's when dangerous comparisons can begin, and we start thinking that we need something else. It's like this giant snowball; it started out as something small, but escalated into something large, potentially breaking up the marriage.

I heard somebody say, "People will leave a marriage with somebody that has 80% of what they need because they find the other 20% in somebody else. But what they don't realize is no one has it all. And if you leave the 80% to find the 20% that your spouse doesn't have, you'll soon realize that other person is lacking in 20% of something else." You're still going to have something to deal with. Someone else is still going to have some small things to look over that get on your nerves. I say this lightly, but if you can just make this small change in your thinking, you won't be comparing anymore.

It is worth? The snowball effect..??

Think about it, is it really worth this much strife and division over the small things? Is it worth all the egg shells that each of you feel that you have to walk on and the strife brought into the home? Is it worth the snowball effect?

I've found it’s easy to start a fight, but it's hard to end a fight. It's easy to get offended and say things that we know we shouldn't, but it's hard to stop it. It's hard to let it go. It's much better to never even start it. That's what it says in Proverbs 20:3, "Avoiding a fight is a mark of honor." If you want God to honor you, if you want to enjoy your marriage, you need to be a peacemaker. Be the kind of spouse that will avoid an unnecessary fight, a fight that's not going to produce any good rewards. Your home needs to be a place of peace. You and your spouse need to be in harmony. You are stronger together than you are apart. Not only that, your children need to see a good example. They're going to treat their family the same way they see you treating each other.

Let me ask you a question: Are you fighting battles with your spouse that can be overlooked?

I'm not saying you will never disagree with one another, but if there are disagreements, make sure it's at least something important and worthwhile. Don't disagree over whether the lights are always left on or not or a small pet peeve.

I would encourage you to daily pray to God for self-control in your marriage – the kind of self-control that is patient and kind, even when irritated or frustrated. We all know what those small things are in our marriage. I'm asking that you make a commitment to your spouse and God to learn to overlook the small things in love and let go. Learn to not make a big deal out of things that are not a big deal. For me, I learned to let my pet peeve go; I wanted my house to be full of peace and not strife.

Let's learn to celebrate what our spouse does right and focus on the good. Remember the reasons why you fell in love with that person! You'll be amazed at how much difference it will make in your marriage when you learn to let the little things go.

By: Joel Osteen

http://www.joelosteen.com/HopeForToday/ThoughtsOn/Marriage/LetThingsGo/Pages/LetThingsGo.aspx