Moody...

27/09/2010

Today, Im moody when on the way to office... Im seldom talking in the office..
Yesterday nite, I was crying without any reason... (Stupid) I want to talk with someone but my dear was sleep tight oredi...
I sit for a while.. Trying to calm down my mind.. But my tears keep fall down.. (Stupid)
I was praying to God to get some way.. At last, I was tired, and fall asleep oredi... =)


Im moody in the day.. My colleague too... He did not talk much in the office..
Aircon in the office so cold.. Then we oso less talking, the office become like a ice box.. and im the ice cuib... Reli too cold oredi... (Beh tahan...) Oh God.. Please take away our moody from here... Amin...


Last Saturday, dear went to his ex-colleague wedding dinner party... His ex-gf oso had go...
That nite, become my silent nite.. I try to ignore it, so I find some books to read.. But , my heart was not in the book.. I keep thinking of him.. So I sms him, " Dear, enjoy or not?".. After that, dear was calling me and told me that he will be late come back home (4am/5am like that) cz they will go to sing K after finish the dinner.. My sounds not good at all and just replied :" Oh....." B4 hang up the call, he said Bye to me, but I did not replied and direct hang up the call.. This call "Jealous".. Yes. Im jealous that he go.. Im jealous that I cant wait for he back home.. Im jealous everything... Im self-fish... At last, dear back on 12.30am.. That time he was go to bath room. I was awake when I heard something ... In my heart " woww.. its oredi 5am.. He just back..".. But when I seriously watched the time, its just 12.30am... I asked him, y not go to singing? He just answered me "Someone is dislike...".. Ya.. He is talking about me..


Dear,
Sorry my dear.. I did not meant that don wan u to go singing with them..
But.. u have to know, Lady always "Jealous" with nonsense thing.. ^^
This morning, on the way u send me to my working place, I did not talk too much..
U know it.. U hold my hand.. Trying to calm me down.. Thanks my dear..
I was so touch.. But that time my mind is empty.. I don have any direction..
When I arrived office, U just leave for a moment then u msg me oredi..
I was so happy when I read ur msg... =)
Thanks again...
I love u so much... =)